October 18, 2021
Is that I have two younger brothers
Often I find myself hovering over them
In a way that is undoubtedly annoying
I’ve repeated instructions and advice hundreds of times
Worried over them
Stressed about nothing and everything
I encouraged them to not be like me
Because I don’t find myself someone to look up to
Someone who constantly makes mistakes
Who is constantly anxious
Afraid of other people's opinions
Self-conscious to the point of destruction
I don’t want them to be like me
I don’t want them to make the same mistakes
I never want them to doubt themselves
To lack confidence in their abilities
To be vulnerable in any way
I am the oldest
I have two younger brothers
I’m not the best sister in the world
But I’ll be damned if I can’t provide them
The help and assurance
That I needed
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