Who are You?

November 2, 2020

I don’t recognize you
When did you occur?
You’re not who I remember…
Since when did you care about your weight?
Why does your smile seem forced?
Why do you keep looking at them?
Why are you constantly comparing?
I don’t remember this…
You’re not stupid!
Why do you keep thinking that?
Why? Why? Why?
You are good enough.
You are not worthless.
Why are you always so tired?
Talk to them, they can help
They can offer you comfort and hold you
Where did you get this idea that you’re a burden?
Why do you think you’re such a waste?
They’re your friend!
Family in everything but blood.
You’re not an annoyance
Stop thinking like that
You need to talk to someone
You need to-
No… you can’t.
Can you?
It’s all in your head. Isn’t it?
You’re pathetic, you know that?
Stop making excuses.
Stop looking for attention.
You don’t know why no one listens to you, huh?
It’s truly a wonder when you exaggerate every little thing.
Can’t you see that there are so many more people who have it much worse than you?
But no, it has to be about you.
You just have to constantly think about yourself.
You’re nothing but a self-centered brat.
You need to stop.
Stop being so loud
Stop being so clingy
Stop eating so much
Stop wasting
Stop. Stop. Stop.
Can’t you be like them?
They’re smart, unlike you
They’re successful, unlike you
They’re beautiful, unlike you
They’re fun, unlike you
They mean something, unlike you
I don’t recognize you… Who are you?
Who have you become?